10 days of Bullshit day 3

An experience you're not proud of, but has made you the person you are today.


I would have to say my whole 18th year. Everything I did then I'm not proud of. I'm not proud of who I put myself around. I'm not proud of the things I did. I'm not proud of where i lived. Nothing in my 18th year was good. 
Other than meeting my now husband, but that was at the very end. 
I did I alot of things my mom would not be proud of me doing. Sometime I wish I could take that whole year back. But if I didn't do the things I did and lived where I did and knew the people I knew I would have never met my husband. He was the best thing that could have come out of the things I had gotten myself into. 
And without meeting my husband I wouldn't have my daughter, my whole world. 
I also wouldn't be setting here living out my dreams. 
So thanks to all the asshole guys I had to run into. Thanks to all the hardship I went thought, because it all made me the badass, super wife and mommy I am today!

My Daily Make-Up Look.

( I look Crazy in this picture )

On a normal day this is my look.  Eye liner, some shadow, and lipstick.






Steps to get my eyes:

1. I start by lining under my eye with black eye liner.  and I also add concealer under my eye.
2. Then I cover my eye lids with white eye shadow. 
3. Then I go in with grey shadow and start by adding a heavy amount to the bottom of my eye lid. Kinda creating a line. 
4. Then I work my way up getting lighter as I go. 
5. I then add more white shadow under my eye brow, the inner corner of my eye and under my eye.
6. I then add mascara to the top lashes.

 

Then I move to my lips.

1. I start by liner my lips with a dark red liner. I don't line too dark, just a light line. 
2. Then I add a shaded lip gloss. Most days I use red. 
3. I them take my finger and blind in the liner with the gloss. 

 

There you have it, my daily make-up look.

Whats your daily make-up look?

"I rather be hated for who I am than loved for who I'm not." Kurt Cobain

After changing my layout and all yesterday I saw that I lost a follow. I hate losing follows I love you all. But if I guess they didn't like my layout of something.

Yes it's the inside of a pin up girl. I like it. I like a lot of different things. I'm not just a mommy and wife. I have always liked weird things. I love some good rock music. I like older rock music, some of this new stuff is crap. I love tattoos. I have two right now and if I come across some money I will be getting more.
Right now I'm zombies, hint why I'm writing a zombie story How Much Do You Love Her?. But I have to say vampire are still my all time favorite. If I had to be one I would be a vampire. They have cool powers and can control people. Who won't wanna control the world? LOL.
If I had a choice of what I wanted to be when I grew up I would say a pin up girl who travels the world for shoots.
As a teenager I was really into goth. Thank God I grow out of that. LOL. Now I really love the pin up rockabilly look. If I thought it would look good on me I would cut my hair in a Betty Page style, me and hub love her.

Yes that would be a tattooed Betty Page on our living room wall right behind the TV that is showing Dora. LOL.
If Who I am offends anyone than feel free to stop following me and reading my blog.
But I hope you all love me for who I am and stick around!