Why are We Paying You if I Can't Even get What I Need.

Nuvaring Update.

Well Sunday I went to get a new nuvaring while we were out doing our grocery shopping. My name was called over the loud speaker to come back to the pharmacy. There I was told that my insurance wouldn't cover the cost of my nuvaring.
From there I call my insurance were they tell me some bull crap about paying it out of pocket and then "maybe" getting reimbursed.
We pay just about $100 a month for BlueCrossBlueShield. But it seems they won't pay for something I need. Yes they pay for the pill, but when I was on the pill my moods were so messed up. My sex drive was gone. When I started nuvaring I felt so much better. I felt like myself again. But it seems that's all down the f-ing drain. Being Sunday and the day I needed to start taking my birth control again ( I'm super freaked about getting pregnant again.). I just so happened to still have one refill on the pill left, something told me not to throw the pill packet away. So thats what I'm on again now.
Really I don't get how we can pay for something and not be able to get what I need. And paying out of pocket is not a option. We barely make it as it is. We don't get any help from the government or anyone. My poor husband goes to work at 4:30 in the morning and works until 5pm. I'm lucky to have him and that he gives the the chance to be a stay at home mom. I try to do my part. I clip coupons and shop sales and make a lot of things myself.
But I just don't understand how we can pay out $100 a month to these people and then they won't cover anything I need.
So now I'm back to fighting to feel normal.

God Really Does Answer Prayers

As I have posted about before, We were having car troubles. We had to out our car into the shop 2 different time in one week. With that, we maxed out our cards and had to borrow money from from the in-laws.
I was so worried about having the money to pay bills and pay everyone back. Then God answered my prayers and we got Scotty's w-2s. So even though we didn't have the money right then, at least it was coming.
We have been scrapping by this pass week and having trouble just paying for gas to get to work. I kept telling Scotty that it would be okay. And God answered my prayers again. Last night I went to check the mail and there set a check. Scotty gets checks from his school of the extra money that is left over once ht e army pays for his course. So like I was saying, there set a check for $250. More than enough to help us until the next pay day.
I have been just over joyed about this. It just shows all you need to do is keep faith. God will always come through when you leave your worries in his hands.

XOXO
Nikki Darlin'

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Nikki Darlin'