being a mommy.
It's the hardest and most rewarding. I love being a mommy I have ever sense she was a little bean in my tummy.
I have found it to be harder than ever right now. I just started this new job and I'm away from her for 5 or 6 hours a day. I hate being away, I feel like I'm missing things with her. The hardest part is I have to work nights some days. I have only been away from her at night a few times. I hate not being able to lay her down in bed and give her good night kisses.
When I seen my work hours for next week I wanted to cry. Well I held it in until last night when everyone was in bed. I feel really bad, even though I know having the extra money will help her out a lot too. I feel like I'm being selfish in a way. I'm her mommy, I'm suppose to be the one laying her down and kissing her good night. Yes my hubby/her daddy will be doing that, but I feel I should be here too. I have no control over my working hours right now, so there's nothing I can do but suck it up.
How do other working mothers do this? It's so hard.