So yesterday was all about my drivers test. Well I didn't pass. I got some nervous that I couldn't even park right. I was so scared. I have really bad anxiety. It effects me everyday. This is just another way it has effected me. I'm so sick of being this way. I hate panicking about the littlest things. Most women can get in their car with there child and drive to the store, do some shopping and be out of there no worries. Their biggest worries is if their child is going to act out. It's not that easy for me. I don't drive for the fact I panic. I couldn't even pass my drivers test. Hell I couldn't even pass the parking portion of the test. I start to panic if there's too many people in the store around me. And I hate being in the store alone. I hate being around people but being alone in the fact that I don't know anyone.
Living life like this sucks. But i have the support of my family and friends. After leaving the DMV yesterday I got into the car with my husband and started balling my eyes out. He was so supportive. He said his going to work with me and help me get better so maybe next time I won't be so nervous. I don't know what I would do without him.